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  <title>If these walls could speak...</title>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 16 Jan 2007 07:12:08 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>centipede</title>
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  <description>The centipede on tracks&lt;br /&gt;With wheels for feet&lt;br /&gt;And amber headlights for feelers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The path is set&lt;br /&gt;The flow is steady&lt;br /&gt;And the clicks run ahead of the antennae.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Days are in painful, florescent bursts.&lt;br /&gt;People fill his aching belly.&lt;br /&gt;He rolls back into the yawning comfort of night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is damp and heavy.&lt;br /&gt;He is omnipresent and cyclical.&lt;br /&gt;The rain runs down his metal and glass armor.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The feelers seek out what he already knows.&lt;br /&gt;The feet roll along the path always taken.&lt;br /&gt;He is tied by invisible thread to the clocks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the people are flowing.&lt;br /&gt;The fill and leave him&lt;br /&gt;Much like they fill and leave each other.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No appetite is ever satiated&lt;br /&gt;Through mechanisms such as these.&lt;br /&gt;And the feet pitter-patter, clickity-clack on.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 15 Feb 2006 05:50:06 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I want to climb up to moon on a ladder of rope&lt;br /&gt;And watch the earth tumble dry to sleep&lt;br /&gt;Let&apos;s make angels in the dust on a crater slope&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;ll sink down twenty years deep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think on the moon it&apos;d be like we&apos;re under the ocean blue,&lt;br /&gt;Where the sound is muffled and sweet&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;not done yet.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;22</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jan 2006 01:54:10 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;u&gt;Last Song&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where upon the last star blurred&lt;br /&gt;I ran my dreams, onward they spurred&lt;br /&gt;Past my darkened sunlight last&lt;br /&gt;Time rips carrying to the past&lt;br /&gt;Scent of dust all left behind&lt;br /&gt;Not quite there, still state of mind&lt;br /&gt;Burnt earths tacked on satin walls&lt;br /&gt;As the last crinkled comet falls&lt;br /&gt;Ebony tapestry splattered with pinpoints of light&lt;br /&gt;And swirling orbs hover in well-patterened flight&lt;br /&gt;Soaring beyond the black hole and holds&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;ve shattered all the classic molds&lt;br /&gt;Sweeping the last nebula, heading past yestereday&lt;br /&gt;Tomorrow&apos;s last we leave behind,losing today&lt;br /&gt;Bent into the wind unbearing&lt;br /&gt;Cold and vacant, not caring&lt;br /&gt;And the last shadow creeps behind&lt;br /&gt;The cracked moon, as we at long last find&lt;br /&gt;The ever sought-for &lt;br /&gt;Silence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;Hypocrit&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That i am&lt;br /&gt;A mask maker&lt;br /&gt;A mask wearer&lt;br /&gt;That i can&lt;br /&gt;A lie taker&lt;br /&gt;A sorrow bearer&lt;br /&gt;Two faced&lt;br /&gt;Mirrow cracker&lt;br /&gt;Hiding cowardice&lt;br /&gt;Not common place&lt;br /&gt;A lazy slacker&lt;br /&gt;If the charm is thrice...&lt;br /&gt;A hypocrit.&lt;br /&gt;And that i am. &lt;br /&gt;-bobally</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 25 Dec 2005 09:18:47 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>One Week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And this sour vibration&lt;br /&gt;An insult tumbling from your lips that haven&apos;t stirred&lt;br /&gt;A mental citation&lt;br /&gt;Same lips that have so quietly drawn out romantic lures&lt;br /&gt;Now move infinite cosmos inside me&lt;br /&gt;With a gargoyle&apos;s pose&lt;br /&gt;Unrelenting miserable verbal celebiacy&lt;br /&gt;Leaving me only to suppose&lt;br /&gt;A loathing too vast for any other expression.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One Day.&lt;br /&gt;Flung, outspoken and vibrant into the rioting daylight&lt;br /&gt;Careless, dauntless, fearless, flauntless&lt;br /&gt;Yet with a stinging pride that rockets lesser egos out of orbit&lt;br /&gt;A surrouding aura of Olympian proportions&lt;br /&gt;Sweeping in a warm warp all around &lt;br /&gt;Till all is drained out&lt;br /&gt;But you.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 30 Oct 2005 19:40:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Airport Goodbyes</title>
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  <description>Lost a little late in the sheets&lt;br /&gt;Stroll to the farewell we&apos;re dreading&lt;br /&gt;Where running mascara and noses meet&lt;br /&gt;And over cheeks tears are sledding&lt;br /&gt;A cacophonus roll of jet engines beat&lt;br /&gt;Sunk down so deep in sunshine bedding&lt;br /&gt;Makes me numb to the goodbye&apos;s heat&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went to Africa in my dreams&lt;br /&gt;Bit off my fingernails over the lions tigers and bears&lt;br /&gt;Jumbled the words to lose their means&lt;br /&gt;For extracting the Pacific from eyelid tears&lt;br /&gt;Good for the grin that the sky leans&lt;br /&gt;By for the hours spent basking in our youthful summer fears&lt;br /&gt;Longing a little for the next hello that teems&lt;br /&gt;On the edge of the smile you wear.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 07 Sep 2005 22:07:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Welcome to the Valley.</title>
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  <description>The ravines grow deeper&lt;br /&gt;Sprouting fresh crevices, &lt;br /&gt;Populating the walls with wrinkles&lt;br /&gt;Infinite and wicked. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The orb is a hollow bitter orange&lt;br /&gt;The color of cadaverous fruit&lt;br /&gt;Thrusting merciless waves of loathing&lt;br /&gt;Into the open, ebony arms &lt;br /&gt;Of the pavement. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dry, snapping grains lodge in every pore&lt;br /&gt;Skin is tortured to suffocation&lt;br /&gt;Deja vu and the daydreams blur relentlessly&lt;br /&gt;Till the only salvation and salvating thoughts&lt;br /&gt;Are reduced to &lt;br /&gt;WATER.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 14 Aug 2005 09:02:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Valley Summer</title>
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  <description>Blindfolded on a staircase&lt;br /&gt;With blue high heels and mascara&lt;br /&gt;An honest-to-God nutcase&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Three high windows, stained glass&lt;br /&gt;Let in an overdose of sunshine&lt;br /&gt;The cars slink by, shaking the overpass. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They&apos;re in the front seats&lt;br /&gt;Driving on the wrong side&lt;br /&gt;X &amp; Y runs to match heart beats&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bleach from the sky consumes&lt;br /&gt;Tickling tongues of flame&lt;br /&gt;To live in the valley it dooms&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And we stretch with the blushing fronds &lt;br /&gt;Uncurling slowly to curiousity&apos;s irrestable invites&lt;br /&gt;To conjoin overwhelmingly tightening bonds&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We will burn too. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m trying to write again. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve really lost it. Makes me sad.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 14 Jul 2005 07:25:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Focus</title>
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  <description>Focus on the letters&lt;br /&gt;Try to make them lay still&lt;br /&gt;Put the words back together&lt;br /&gt;And maybe the puzzle will follow&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you can&apos;t breathe too well&lt;br /&gt;Pick out your favorite constellation&lt;br /&gt;Say the name thirty two times&lt;br /&gt;Till you can hold it inbetween your teeth&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The big picture is beyond this view&lt;br /&gt;And it&apos;s so hard to focus when &lt;br /&gt;You&apos;re lying on the canvas&lt;br /&gt;Paint splatters on your cheek&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;ll fight a war&lt;br /&gt;With rubber band guns and plastic surgeons&lt;br /&gt;Let&apos;s put on a show, add a little confetti&lt;br /&gt;Just tell them you forgot to stop AIDS&lt;br /&gt;Cause you were smoking pot. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Of course&lt;br /&gt;They&apos;ll be dead by then.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jul 2005 04:02:06 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>The kamakazie seducer&lt;br /&gt;Leads him to her own execution&lt;br /&gt;A suicidal revolution&lt;br /&gt;Makes love by candlelight&lt;br /&gt;By poisins bright&lt;br /&gt;Not for crystal, coke, or cash&lt;br /&gt;Or a Bond movie, for an information stash&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s to buy his wings&lt;br /&gt;Nail a halo over the thorny crown &lt;br /&gt;Negotiate with a lost cause, a lost God&lt;br /&gt;And make the manna and honey rain down.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-haven&apos;t written in forever. Need to get back in the swing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 07 Apr 2005 03:54:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>*Jazz man*</title>
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  <description>An eloquence of the saxaphone &lt;br /&gt;in a new step&lt;br /&gt;A slip and tap with a variation pleasing&lt;br /&gt;To the senses&lt;br /&gt;A fedora tipped at a sixty degree angle&lt;br /&gt;To match the weather&lt;br /&gt;Cardinal feather embedded in &lt;br /&gt;the brim&lt;br /&gt;With a set of ivories behind polished lips&lt;br /&gt;And at well-conversed fingertips. &lt;br /&gt;Dabbing a glance at the crowd of&lt;br /&gt;toe tappers&lt;br /&gt;He snaps up his collar&lt;br /&gt;operates on Charles and Crawl&lt;br /&gt;Leaves appendages supplicating &lt;br /&gt;and a candlelit flood on the floor.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 07 Mar 2005 05:07:31 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I tried to write happy. It just won&apos;t happen. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could write the music in my head in here. Splatter the page with ink blotts that run into your eardrum and bounce back with a melody to make you sleep so sweetly. Belittle Bethoveen with the notes screaming softly in the back burner of a melodramatic teenage catastrophe. How many brain cells do we waste waiting? Drugging? Loving? And hoping not too many in the crowd see past the makeup that melts in the spotlight. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Enough of that. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Simply put, you are a beautified entity waiting to tumble off that parental pedastal, woven from the womb. You banter back with hormonal rage and undeveloped brain waits to meltdown. You are young, you are fearless, living off verdant naive instinct. Crazed for comfort and company, keeping only textbooks and a pipe at one&apos;s side for fear of exile. Some choose to run the fast and high paced techno beat box boozed up bitten through road the &quot;adults&quot; know all too well. They live it, with a highball in their hands and bottle in the other, constantly pouring out the poisin some stake their lives by. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Done. Doing. Dwell. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love&amp;peace-Ally</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 26 Feb 2005 06:37:35 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A few hours</title>
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  <description>El caminos rush by&lt;br /&gt;Rays emit softly in though tinted windows&lt;br /&gt;At a drive thru on a Saturday&lt;br /&gt;Whittling away at an hour&lt;br /&gt;Watching the pieces tumble&lt;br /&gt;And &lt;br /&gt;Walking down empty sidewalks&lt;br /&gt;Penetrated gently by streetlights&apos; orange haze&lt;br /&gt;With a chocolate milk in hand&lt;br /&gt;And not another soul &lt;br /&gt;Only cars, mechanical hums of houses&lt;br /&gt;Homes&lt;br /&gt;Rooftop conversations encompassed by cigarette smoke&lt;br /&gt;And blankets hold the moment closer</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 26 Feb 2005 06:09:33 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>high school</title>
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  <description>The words wound up like the first pitch&lt;br /&gt;Thought to be an explicit explanation&lt;br /&gt;But merely another another lolling head hung tight&lt;br /&gt;With you sitting cross-legged at their dangling feet&lt;br /&gt;Watching the colors bleed in with a sunset style&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;ve caught the drift and like a dead fish&lt;br /&gt;Gone with an eager flow&lt;br /&gt;Dragging you into a rapid firing squad&lt;br /&gt;Melding into the faces like one epidermic monstrosity&lt;br /&gt;To gain a slice of acceptance</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 23 Feb 2005 01:44:40 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>AIDS</title>
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  <description>Call back the riff raff&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;re combating infanticide&lt;br /&gt;Old hags break backs, cackle and laugh&lt;br /&gt;She watched him walk away, sighed&lt;br /&gt;He never looked back, and died&lt;br /&gt;The babies&apos; cries echo echo&lt;br /&gt;Disease eats at their insides&lt;br /&gt;Bred by hormones, sex sex sex&lt;br /&gt;A carnal hunger rages, dormant lies&lt;br /&gt;Contemplating&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Call back your ex&lt;br /&gt;You need to feed that animal urge&lt;br /&gt;Driving your lexus&lt;br /&gt;Gobbling up with your xbox a power surge&lt;br /&gt;Drop a dollar, don&apos;t give a damn&lt;br /&gt;Knock knock at three am&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s the grim reaper, eyelids slam&lt;br /&gt;And end the cyclical process again&lt;br /&gt;You commit genocide&lt;br /&gt;With nickles and dimes&lt;br /&gt;Erotically&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now he&apos;s six feet under&lt;br /&gt;And she&apos;s stuck in traffic&lt;br /&gt;Behind a cherry red pick up&lt;br /&gt;Burning ben franklin with a gas guzzler&lt;br /&gt;And the baby is in a jar&lt;br /&gt;Dusty and crinkled&lt;br /&gt;Little toes and blonde hair gone gray.&lt;br /&gt;She&apos;s dishwater colored&lt;br /&gt;With ten years weighing down &lt;br /&gt;Pale lips&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Will you ever make it end?</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 Feb 2005 03:24:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Color draws attention.</title>
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  <description>Red rum on your wrists&lt;br /&gt;The lines crisscross &lt;br /&gt;Figure eights&lt;br /&gt;A date too late&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Orange juice stains the carpet&lt;br /&gt;Running in between the fibers&lt;br /&gt;Spells out my name&lt;br /&gt;Everything&apos;s inane&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yellow chrysanthemums are in your arms&lt;br /&gt;Petals soak the ground&lt;br /&gt;Gathered to a peak by your feet&lt;br /&gt;Your words hit harder with each beat&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Green beans on summer nights&lt;br /&gt;Beneathe star scarred skies&lt;br /&gt;On peeling porch stairs&lt;br /&gt;Gazing into headlights of cars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Blue souls congregate in a bar&lt;br /&gt;Drinking vodka tonics&lt;br /&gt;You&apos;ve got your ring hand &lt;br /&gt;Resting on a cup of a powerful brand&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Violets at your grave.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 03 Feb 2005 02:28:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>.mouse trap.</title>
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  <description>Snap back&lt;br /&gt;Mouse trap poised for action&lt;br /&gt;Caught red-handed&lt;br /&gt;Apprehended for innocense&lt;br /&gt;No crack just back&lt;br /&gt;Bone&lt;br /&gt;And no one&apos;s home&lt;br /&gt;So she&apos;s in her underwear&lt;br /&gt;Blaring Manson and Mozart&lt;br /&gt;She breaks her own heart&lt;br /&gt;Takes the clocks apart &lt;br /&gt;Runs the race backwards to start&lt;br /&gt;On the lunar eclipse&lt;br /&gt;She&apos;s poised &lt;br /&gt;A finger tip on the sun&apos;s rim&lt;br /&gt;Cinders consume the digits and appendages&lt;br /&gt;And the moon ate her soul.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 19 Jan 2005 05:08:00 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>She&apos;s got the neck inbetween her finger tips&lt;br /&gt;The red wine slips back and forth against the glass&lt;br /&gt;Waves ripping against the rocks call her name&lt;br /&gt;With a pack in her pocket, and the ignition in hand&lt;br /&gt;Pondering the very stark brink. &lt;br /&gt;She&apos;s got the smoke inbetween her maroon lips&lt;br /&gt;The red words slide against her teeth, trippingly grate against her tongue&lt;br /&gt;Jeans with embers pressed into the shins&lt;br /&gt;Wondering if she should try to think&lt;br /&gt;She&apos;s got the wheel inbetween her knees&lt;br /&gt;The red ideas slosh around against her skull, aggravating comprehension&lt;br /&gt;Winds with ill tidings and music in their intent&lt;br /&gt;Bid her run out with screaming wheels, left in hot agony&lt;br /&gt;And she&apos;s gone.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 18 Jan 2005 06:12:25 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I need help by the way. I need something new to write about. I&apos;m out of ideas and no one comments anymore. So pleaseeeee help. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- ally grace</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 18 Jan 2005 05:48:54 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I guess I just wanted to say I love you and capture a moment when I&apos;m perfectly happy for some reason or another and it feels so good. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;God I&apos;m so happy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love this. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;much&amp;lt;3- Ally</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 10 Jan 2005 20:18:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>.growing.</title>
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  <description>Fork in the road&lt;br /&gt;Splices personality&lt;br /&gt;And a black and white mirage&lt;br /&gt;Shaped like last Tuesday&lt;br /&gt;Evokes a storm of conundrum&lt;br /&gt;Blind to every in retro moment&lt;br /&gt;En route to the four corners of the world&lt;br /&gt;To the suicide&lt;br /&gt;The edge&lt;br /&gt;Strung out past recognition&lt;br /&gt;Swollen to disposition&lt;br /&gt;Rotting inside the womb&lt;br /&gt;A embryonic trajedy&lt;br /&gt;That would&apos;ve made Shakespeare verdant&lt;br /&gt;Now when a decade slips by&lt;br /&gt;He&apos;s dying and she&apos;s just begun&lt;br /&gt;The cruelty of humanity and God&lt;br /&gt;With hands to dictate and point out flaws&lt;br /&gt;She can feel her skin wrinkle and her hair gray&lt;br /&gt;Sight goes a shade of old&lt;br /&gt;And she&apos;s gone down her road&lt;br /&gt;With a nonchalance of aged wine. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;comments if you can?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;much&amp;lt;3- Ally Grace</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 21 Dec 2004 06:42:20 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>So we&apos;ll sit on street corners&lt;br /&gt;Lie in the roads&lt;br /&gt;Wait for the machines to overtake us&lt;br /&gt;Breathe a little faster&lt;br /&gt;When they rush overhead&lt;br /&gt;Adreniline for the living&lt;br /&gt;Six feet of dirt for the dead.</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 16 Dec 2004 21:09:18 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I LOVE CHRIS!!!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can&apos;t even write about it. I tried. It&apos;s just. Wow. :] &amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;muchlove-Ally Grace</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 30 Nov 2004 00:24:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Dear John,</title>
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  <description>Illuminate freckles and eyelashes&lt;br /&gt;Lacerations and completions&lt;br /&gt;Condemnations and escriments of sludge&lt;br /&gt;Decadence down a canal&lt;br /&gt;Stigmas on the oblongata&lt;br /&gt;And raid pieces of nostalgia&lt;br /&gt;With precocious stimulation till you&apos;ve absconded&lt;br /&gt;the entirety. &lt;br /&gt;A dolt takes to those auro borealis&lt;br /&gt;Perhaps a mismanager will hold you. &lt;br /&gt;You still accept every last salutation of bitterness&lt;br /&gt;With nonchalance&lt;br /&gt;Beauty marks I chased behind eyelids&lt;br /&gt;Roadsigns to this uterus&lt;br /&gt;Where we&apos;ll rot in comfort&lt;br /&gt;Twisted to supposition and thus&lt;br /&gt;Secretion of an annomaly&lt;br /&gt;With roots to take hold&lt;br /&gt;A slicing grip&lt;br /&gt;An enigma we don&apos;t comprehend&lt;br /&gt;Shrouded in optic scrutinization&lt;br /&gt;And vibrant cocktails &lt;br /&gt;An olive sitting like a shine on a diamond&lt;br /&gt;While we live in this chasm. &lt;br /&gt;Goodbye John. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;COMMENT. please?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;much&amp;lt;3-Ally</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 25 Nov 2004 06:50:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>You are my Sunday.</title>
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  <description>Crumpled papers and black rims&lt;br /&gt;Thrift stores and plastic jemstones&lt;br /&gt;Crawling out of the skin&lt;br /&gt;The shell and edge we&apos;re confined to&lt;br /&gt;Caps to cover dyed roots&lt;br /&gt;Scarves and abandonment at the flea&lt;br /&gt;Flashlights we live for&lt;br /&gt;Cosigns that take our hearts out&lt;br /&gt;And finales we grow to have a taste for&lt;br /&gt;Blessed are the forgetful&lt;br /&gt;And yet to remember is to live&lt;br /&gt;In yesterday&lt;br /&gt;And tomorrow&apos;s today&apos;s Monday&lt;br /&gt;A Sunday morning to soak and bask in&lt;br /&gt;Like a cold bath with no soap&lt;br /&gt;Or bitter tea with no honey to sap out the ache&lt;br /&gt;And too many rings&lt;br /&gt;On fingers that dial on celllaphones&lt;br /&gt;And leave scars and cancer. &lt;br /&gt;You are like a Sunday. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;please comment!!! I love youuuuuuuuu&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;much&amp;lt;3-Ally Grace</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 21 Nov 2004 22:16:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Frustration</title>
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  <description>Velehemnt takes two&lt;br /&gt;Like the tango&lt;br /&gt;Without heels and glittered sharps&lt;br /&gt;Street lights, and makeup rooms&lt;br /&gt;Make masks but not concealors&lt;br /&gt;Hollywood hardcover&lt;br /&gt;Hardwood splinters into my cheekbone&lt;br /&gt;Edges and reliners, eyeliners&lt;br /&gt;Concrete cracks spilling into&lt;br /&gt;Iris red. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;COMMENT PLEASE!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;much&amp;lt;3-Ally Grace</description>
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